He wore a mask of Cheerfulness
Just as we wear those fake smiles,
To hide the frustrations that seems inevitable
And tries to calm his flimsy heart,
Which is forced to enter into the realm of darkness.
I have seen him several times lost in his thoughts,
I bet he is suffering from love sick
I can see those eyes covered with tears,
I heard him scream, I saw him going insane
how bad would he be feeling?
He met a girl supposed to be from heaven he says
but it all proved just another story
To feel better he wears his mask of bliss
Just to fool himself of his doomed love.
There is a room filled with shadows
he says he is afraid of those evils inside
they threatens him to trap inside
he is afraid; he may be the next prey.
He says, he prayed so much for this to last long.
Curiosity forces him to look deep in her eyes
what once was bliss has changed
and the world seems problematic,
He wishes to pass his past
He desires to make her true
But he wonders if she will ever be true.
Those endless talks still lingers in his mouth
those ceaseless chats are still fresh in his mind
but his kismet was not esteeming his love,
she never understood the intensity of his love.
But he admits, it is not her fault either
he says he failed to prove his faithfulness,
he failed to convince his love for her,
his unbiased love is defeated gloomily.